dear diary...
10:10 p.m. - 2006-12-04
good day...less reacting on my part
Thanks for the comments. I'm going to start writing everyday in order to see the pattern.
It's almost like when I was a little girl and my dad kept promising that he would quit drinking. I believed him every time. I was so shocked when he would drink again.
I've lost that ability to truly believe in people.
My mom says she will change if we will stay here. I don't believe her. She is trying now, but I don't think it will last.
It's a cycle.