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9:27 p.m. - 2003-10-25
I've really got to stop. Stop what? Stop attempting to meet men. Why? It is detrimental to me. I don't know why I even seek them out. I do know that the loneliest I have ever felt was laying in a bed next someone (my first husband comes immediately to mind). I wonder if a psychiatrist could read my diary and then diagnose me with some wonderful disorder like bipolar or schizophrenia.
Anyway.
I watched White Oleander and The Core today. White Oleander was pretty good. The Core...see it if you're bored.
I wish I could see Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Now THAT is the one thing a guy would be good for. I could cling to his arm during a scary movie. That's all they're good for really.
Interesting things I saw last night in Deep Ellum: wanna-be moshing that turned into a fight, German guys in lederhosen dancing to Jamaican rap, a white girl with dreadlocks. Oh and the strangest thing of all was a guy who was taking pictures for a game he is playing on the internet (see the Nok!a website). I'm not really sure about that whole ad campaign because I'm thinking it's degrading to women.