Finding the past out on the patio part 1
3:14 p.m. - 2003-09-21
I cleaned out the storage room in my patio. I threw away a lot of stuff, and I love the feeling. Well, I found an old journal. I think that I will try to transfer it all into here so that I can throw it away. It will probably take me all week.
I found a poem that I wrote for baby's daddy in Spanish, and I don't know if it is correct at all:
Ya no puedes, quebrar mi corazon porque hace tiempo, ya lo habias hecho.
Ya no puedes quebrarmelo otra vez...porque solo un corazon nomas tengo.
And another poem for baby's daddy. I actually submitted this one for publication, but never heard about it:
Star Crossed Lovers
Two strangers who were not supposed to meet
Two strangers who made each other's heart beat
Fate dealt such a cruel hand that night
Making something so wrong feel so right
I wonder if we had ever passed before
And why is it we're not passing anymore?
Do you hold her in your arms the way you held me?
And do you tell her you and I weren't meant to be?
Our love awoke a passion inside me I never knew
You made my fantasies and dreams come true
Looking back I see that I was just a fool
And I wonder how fate could have been so cruel
You owned my soul and you possessed my heart
And now I'm lost because we are apart
You couldn't see the love inside of me
You were overwhelmed with constant jealousy
Two strangers who were not supposed to meet
A love that was only destined for defeat
Here's another one about him:
Evil only comes out at night. He puts on his warrior's mask. He shouts his battle cry into the night: "Do you want your ass kicked, bitch?"
Whatever you do,
don't cry
don't beg for mercy
don't hide your face
don't show your face
don't try to get away
don't stay there and take it
don't fight back
don't smile
don't scream
don't lie down
don't stand up
don't just sit there
don't talk back
don't stay silent
...or he will make you regret it.